Monday, February 11, 2008
hmm, russell's sick again today, get well soon ^^
hm, i still dunno much bout him yet, he's so quiet in class, but he's quite socialble with the councellers, including big-head zihao haha, sry didn't mean to insult zihao...!!
lol, so many tests this week, feel very, u know, weird feeling that ur alone to face all this challenges urself. hate that feeling...
being one of the top students issin't exactly satifying for some of u all out there should know...
although im in the top class, i feel that i have too many responsibilities...
even my competitor and source of encouragement Xin Han has left school coz he had been demoted in scouts... wth xinhan was that even a good decision to even change schools cause u got demoted in scouts..
now i cannot relate anything to someone, not that everyone has a good listening ear..., dun even talk to me bout noel... even if he is a good friend, i feel that he half-heartedly listens to whatever i say...i amuse him, he amuse me... it keeps boredom away but not the kind of person i can relate to...
...thats why being in a top class is not as good as most people think, because of the workload and stress... hope i can get over it... its like a hangover... hmm, test...tests...tests..., sian
lalala~~can't get over that feeling, such a weird feeling..
well, best wishes to xin han in finding a new school, i haven't heard from him since he left..., no contact whatsoever...so inconsiderate of him.. aiya, wish i could sleep have a day.... get enough rest...
which reminds me, have enough rest russell, get well soon !! erm, hope to know more about you?
Call Of The Wild at 10:39 PM