Sunday, February 15, 2009
im currenttly sitting on the floor of the kitchen, writing this post on my dad's laptop because i couldn't sleep.
how pathetic.
im doing this because i cant on the TV. i don't want to wake my parents. they need a good night's rest.
the house is in pitch darkness. and only the humming of the fridge can be heard. im leaning on the fridge -.-
for the past 1/2 hour, i finished my bio HW and chinese reading in the light of this laptop.
interesting thing is, my butt hurts like crazy from sitting down too long on this bumpy ground and then it goes numb. now i cant feel my bum unless i stand up. no blood circulation...
the reason i can't sleep: i slept 2 hours this morning. 3 hours this afternoon. omg....
im gonna fall asleep during one of those boring lessons tmr... omg...
and yet i cant fall asleep. you might see me having that dazed look in class, well, thats because partly im tired, or bored. not because my face's stuck that way. when the lesson takes a toll on me, i just relax my mind, my eyes just gets droopy, what the teacher says do not even register in my mind.
then im transported to any thought i feel like dwelling on, be it the past,future or present.
most of my thoughts focus on the future. what im gonna do when i, finally finish education to thoughts like, what am i gonna have for dinner tonight. and i stone. they're sort of like mini dreams, until i find the willpower to break away from its grasp.
speaking of today, cae back from tuition during morning. walking home, passed by park and heard someone call my name. dunno who it was, too far away. since he knows me, i just waved back out of politeness. that group was rehearsing some dance at the park.
went library. @ mall, mum wanted to buy another pair of jeans for me. opted for the slim fit jeans, coz i don't have one.
saw ZM on route to library. borrowed books, bought a can of pepsi, drank it, went home.
helped mum fry fish for dinner. mayb should ask recipe of gravy for fish. want to try cooking it some day. too bad tmr no PE, it would make the day seem more active
... WHOAH! what am i doing in the kitchen! and what GIBBERISH have i been writing...
i must have had enough willpower to break out of my current day/ night dream.
and why' s the house so dark...
im scared... whats that humming sound... whoos thhere?
signing off.
Call Of The Wild at 11:28 PM