Thursday, April 29, 2010
its rare to see me blog at this time huh, usually im either off to school or sleeping soundly.
i just completed my 4th draft of PI, hope its good enough, i don't want anymore sleepless nights.
school starts at 9am today :D
im so busy these days, i can't even spend time with my Secondary school buddies.... its just so cruel, sigh
long road ahead of you, YA, long road, just visualize it.
i feel like im just starting to take my first steps out into the real world. life in a secondary school was so sheltered. teachers always made sure you submitted work on time, made sure you absorbed the right knowledge, made sure that you took the right step and always picked you up when you fall.
in jc, teachers manage so many classes that they don't really have much time for you at all. so much stuff is shoved up our ***** and expected to be completed the following week.
its either you accomplish your own goals or just wilt and die. the teachers don't really push you, its actually oneself that does the pushing, because the environment is so competitive.
is this the real world?
i think i need a good rest.
yesterday night's interview was.... how should i describe it... scary.
basically, it was just an interview for an exco position in ODAC.
for me, it felt awkward. i was hesitant, took long pauses, stuttered a bit, embarassed myself, felt embarassed, and spammed alot and my seniors kept giggling at me, why!?
why did they giggle at me, was my posture wrong?
did they think my suggestion is funny?
did they think i bullcrapped that out?
did my face turn red while i spoke?
was my voice funny?
OMGness this worried me so much last night after i left the interview room. it was so overwhelming that i had to call Mel just to pour out my worries. thanks Mel.
anyways, its over, shouldn't dwell on that too much.
gonna head over to school now, so cya.
signing off.
Call Of The Wild at 7:46 AM