Sunday, June 20, 2010

Do you get the irritated & disappointed feeling when a friend ignores or cuts your conversation midway most of the time? I emphasize on irritated & disappointed. I just feel this way when that happens. Irritated because the person does not have the courtesy to at least let me finish what i'm saying and disappointment because i feel that the person treats you as if you're someone you can just brush off/ insignificant. It makes me feel that the person is both arrogant and...and....i don't know what to say. I mean, do you have something so important that shaving a few seconds off a speech is of such high priority. Conversations are meant to be enjoyed.

Never mind that, let's change the mood.
Just thought that I'll mention that Michelle has also started attending the same Maths tuition as me! Yes! Now I'll have another friend to accompany me :D
Life is always interesting with someone like her around haha XD
just wonder why she doesn't like so much stuff in her school, or why she said that i was so easily contented. lol... contented with what ? :X
With her around, maybe I'll be more attentive during lessons, or get distracted by her. haha

anyway, last week of holidays.
i even cancelled bike training for this week because i felt that we all should have the time to study.
i mean, i don't think there are people as crazy as to mug as soon as holidays start?.... or are there....(shrugs shoulders)
anyway, last training was held in school. unfortunately, there was a great downpour, so great that Orchard Road flooded that day.
Backup plan kicked into action and i devised a last minute road markings game to teach Odacians on road markings/ hand signals & blind spots. although Melvin says its kind of like.... boring, haha, i'm afraid i have to agree. But for some reason it turned into a chasing/catching game. so everyone got to workout and be a little happy & excited.
Life is so unpredictable, that day, i learnt that i must have a backup plan, for whatever situations ready. Not that i learnt that i must have a backup plan on that day, but that day's weather condition causing this to happen reinforces the fact that a backup must always be ready.
Luckily, i thought of that the night before...

So the past week, i ate 2 lunch buffets. Seemingly gained 4kg, so i'll guess i'm doing a little dieting from now on. i know looks does not make a person, personality does, but looks does help to raise confidence, in turn improving self esteem and eventually changing some outward personality.
I heard this from a friend that smart people do not reveal everything, true... true, but that makes us all smart people! i mean come'on we all have secrets!
I don't believe that friends should divulge all their secrets to their closest friends, i mean, we should all have that shred of dignity and preserve that little piece of privacy for ourselves, that's my penny's worth of thoughts.
It's some feeling of personal security to me.

Ok, i veered away from the weight gain topic. As I said, i gained 4kg, but i know it's temporary. yes, i'm weight conscious, but that's not a bad thing: I use it to gauge how much i can eat. I also add in factors like gain of muscle mass and stuff like that or water retention or water loss.
Mostly, my gain of weight is either water gain or muscle gain. i can't possibly gain 4kg worth of fats in a week. taking into account the metabolism rate of a healthy teenager and how much i exercise, it's not even possible i gain 4kg worth of fats.
rant rant rant...

haha, did that bore you? Stop! No need to finish what you're thinking, i just ignored your thoughts.
Just kidding XD



signing off.

Call Of The Wild at 4:22 PM