Thursday, September 30, 2010


so touching right?






Call Of The Wild at 2:33 AM

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Feeling kind of depressed today.
Maybe depressed is too strong a word, maybe I'll use a word that best describes what I've been doing the whole day: sigh

as always, this day always comes; the last day of the holiday and the day before a great new term of education starts. I sigh, not because I detest going to JC. No, not really... I just feel that I have so much revision to catch up with.
I don't want to give up trying to absorb knowledge from that thick pile of biology/chemistry/math notes that seem like a tome if I bind them together. But I feel that I'm just dangling a bait on a string into a river of knowledge. There's just so much to memorise, maybe I'll ask for more consultations the next 2 weeks.
there's just 2 weeks left to promos, it might be sufficient to many, I'm not confident it's enough for me.
To add on, my Dad just doesn't play table tennis with me anymore. He just makes excuses that he wants to watch TV or he's got work to do. that, is a big part of my sigh.
I've lost touch with something I really like to do.I used to play table tennis every weekend.
This year, for the past 9 months, I have not even played a game of table tennis.
Sorry, I'm just in a really weird mood. Somehow, motivation is sapped out of me today and I think of such depressing and helpless stuff.
Just deleted spam on the chatbox, i don't like people with an insurance website or a website selling skateboards for their blog to be posting on my cbox and telling me that my blog is special or something. Or people with names such as Sarasexy or VideoGirl to ask me to stay cool. Sucks to be you to be born with such names.
Sigh...my blog isn't special to you, my blog is special to me. I don't need fake comments and spam to be cluttering up cbox space for my friends to post on. So go spam somewhere else, don't pollute my chatbox with fake comments.
My blog is just a pool of water, where I can see my own reflection.

To add on, my Thursday tuition lesson last week was ruined totally because of two arrogant girls behind me. Hearing their conversation made me wish I sat 4 seats ahead of them so that Ms Chee's voice can overlap their's. Plus, Mich wasn't there to chat with me or doodle on my paper, so I sat there listening to both Ms Chee and the dreaded conversation between the two girls for the whole lesson.
whereby Ms Chee's voice was 1000X better than hearing what they said. Just sickening.
The topic of their conversation: Ridiculing a fellow friend of their's who does not know how to solve a math problem and insulting their "fellow" friend as dumb.
It was like feeling an aura of trolling behind me the whole lesson. I didn't even turn around until the end of the lesson to get out of the chair. It's just sad to see them insult a friend because he or she does not know how to solve a math problem. Those two are just not being understanding enough, they should have offered their friend help. And you know what? Both of them looked so ordinary you wouldn't even think they would've spouted stuff like that. Looks are so deceiving.
crap that ruined my day. sigh.
Once again, sorry for the serious mood, if what you've read seems angry in tone or something like that.

maybe I'll just look out my window at the nice sunset








but half my window view is blocked by some shade structure that obstructs half my window.
I had to bend down at such an angle that the shade will not be included in my sky photos.
nice sunset huh.. it always sets behind that skyline of HDB flats.






one day, if i have enough time.... I'll take photos of the sky




signing off.

(edit)
felt better. played tt with dad just now.
its been almost 9 months since i went down to the park for a stroll too.

Call Of The Wild at 6:37 PM

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

It's never enough

THERE'S NEVER ENOUGH TIME... sigh


never enough time during the holidays....gossshhhh

i have so much revision to catch up with. but the only good thing about holidays; using your 12am to 2am part of the day to watch movies. just awesome.
its just you, the lappy and a mug of Ribena to keep you awake.
ok, so i only managed to watch one movie, so whut *=* Evangelion 2.22 is awesome!
good movie, liked the graphics and hope the next movie comes out in a few months/years time. it really takes a lot of work to create a 1 to 2hr+ masterpiece.

and i got the end theme stuck in my head...lol
did i mention that tunes always get stuck in my head? i end up repeating it to myself almost all day O.O
YES! its true.
but i do have a preference of what gets stuck up there though.

ok, watching another movie tonight.

let me tell me about today:
i went NSC, to hopefully find some serious medication for my serious serious acne which may have subsided seriously but may become serious again in the future, seriously.
most memorable part:
friendly, in fact very friendly staff and people. i like the standard of service there! i had to say thank you so many times because i felt so ps.
and a nurse who jabbed both my arms in a bid to collect some blood for a blood test.
haha, painful! yes, it was like reliving another blood donation drive experience, although this time round, the needle wasn't that thick and less blood was drawn from my veins, maybe a test tube sized amount instead.
The strange thing was, i felt that it was hilarious. When the nurse inserted the needle, i tried not to look. but aaaahhhh, i looked at it! and she probably did not insert it into a vein, because no blood was drawn.
then she apologized, then tried my left arm.
I looked again! aaahhhh the needle!! and the test tube was slowly filled up.

i went out with a bandaid on each arm. must have looked silly.
weird... i thought that was funny, i must be going mad ಠ_ಠ

well, at least it's not that giant needle....
shivers

interesting experience for a day huh...

then i spent the rest of the day doing revision, sleeping, eating, surfing net and repeating that song in my head. lol, even now:

It's only love..... It's only love....




ok, enough,




movie time~





signing off.

Call Of The Wild at 10:20 PM

Saturday, September 04, 2010

Promos arrving, hope i can do well.

just feel so helpless.
it's been ages since i blogged. But i managed to find some time today.
found this really cool tool on the internet for creating art. So i said to myself, "why not?"

so i created this.
haha, hyperactive imagination.

did it out of sheer boredom and reluctance to continue mugging for the whole day.
a phrase kept repeating in my mind.
its just worrying.
...



better go back to mugging


signing off.

Call Of The Wild at 11:41 PM